Friday, July 31, 2009

Nothing seems right in this world




Sometimes it seems like the world is falling down,
The sun is still shining although the rain is falling,
Walking alone without direction, wondering where to go,
My tears is falling but no one knows,
No matter how red my eyes gonna be,no one knows,
I do not know how is my life gonna be,
I'm scared of being alone, being left out,
Scared of being rejected, scared of living in this world,
Which full of dishonest people,
People who made me cry,people who stab my back,
People who does not understand me,
I try so hard to live in this world,
Try to smile most of the time,try to make people happy,
Try to make people won't hate me,
But nothing seems to be right,
In this world I'm alone.....

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

My Last Wish



Is this gonna be the end?
Some wish to turn back time,
Some wish to see their future,
I just wish this time,this moment will stop.

I wish to see you again,
Like the first we met each other,
The greeting,the smile..that I will never forget,
Will always embrace it in my heart.

I wish that you can make me laugh again,
I wish that you can make me cry again,
Everything that you do,
It's a loving memory to me..

When you sleep,
You make my heart in peace,
When you wake up,
You make my heart beats.

How I wish to see you again,
No matter it is one time or two times,
I just wish to see you,
And tell you how much I Love You...

Angel's property..
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Days in SMSS..

Haiz~life is so boring...got quarantine..
Miss my SMSS clasmates..

First day went to their school..1st thing is..scared my hp kena rampas..LOL
Then,appear 2 form 4 students escort us to the room..the room~is ok..GOT AIR-COND!!
Thank god!! After we got ready..we went to night class..they call it 'prep' (not sure bout the spelling)..Me,Ly Ling,Tasha and Yen went to the same class..When I went in the class..5 Maju..The guys started to tuck in their shirts..LOL~! They are very funny!! They help us took tables and chairs..Then,time to introduce ourselves..
Danial,class monitor who look like a little boy..chinese and malay mix..always sleep in the class but he is very funny!
Didie, assistant class monitor..always said she is pendiam..but she is 'pendiam'..LOL~!
Pai, the guy who introduce tat time,ask for hp no (he's kiddin)..LOL~A funny guy too! Chinese and Malay mix too..(so many mix)..
Fatin,the girl who sit beside me..a clever and nice girl..i always disturb her..Haha!!
Zalina, Hafiz's ex-classmate..they got 'thing'..Haha!! Just kidding~
Lynda, a girl who takes good care of me..haha~
Lokman, a funny guy too..his GF is Seri..
Wanie,mix thai girl..who know how to speak Cantonese..bf is muk...dunno how to spell his name..HAHA!!
Mutha, cindian..look blur without specs..
Gaya, an indian girl in class..n Pave,an Indain guy in class..
Got a lot of ppl summore!!! But very lazy wanna type..hehe~

2nd..we went to class as usual..study..some of their teacher kinda boring..and they have finish syllabus..so,it's more boring~1st time i sing Negaraku waith a band..and their headmaster speech is sooo boring..the speaker is soo soft..and his talk is 0% point..everyone didn't really pay attention to his speech at all!!

3rd day..the BM teacher chat with me..i found it very funny..dunno y..LOL~!! Then,the add math teacher said the school maybe have to close!! Haiz..That day everyone need to go back..
So sad!!! I just went there like 2 and a half day!!! Aan said we have to go back ourselves..no one believe him..haha!! But it's real..we took 3 cabs and took train to pudu raya..Dr Razak came and he said that no other school wanna accept us~SAD!!

We went home by taking Sani Express~reach home round 9+..miss SMSS friends!!!!!!!!