It's not FINAL yet

He's not going ns already~surprised?? HAHAHA!! Hmm..dunno should be happy or not.. because I did something stupid..haha! Although he didn't go ns..but he's going KL after few more days.. better than go ns..^^

Finally..done my TARC thing..thank god I settle everything before I got the registration form.. Hmm..now I need to find place to stay!!!! Sok Yee~~~~ haha!! My roommates will be Sok, Jia Iaw~and maybe some of my random and wu liao friends..LOL!

Can't wait to go college~!!

My final decision

At last~I decided to study in TARC.. this decision will lead me a new life.. A life without depending to my family..It's time to learn be independent..This is everyone's lifetime experience.. I'm glad that this is my own choice..Maybe it will burden my mum..but I'll try to get a part time job there.. Extra money for accommodation and food~Also will worry about everything..because it's my first time to leave my family..Hope my brother will take care of my mum..although I know I'm not a good girl..but I know what I'm doing..

Hope that my mum won't worry too much about me..

It's my time to learn to take care of myself..

^^

Final

Can't believe tomorrow is the day!! He just received letter..Why it has to be 27th???

3 months~ I need to endure for 3 MONTHS~~

Things that he must do in ns:

1. Call me when he got his hp..

2. Make sure must eat but don't force himself to eat a lot!

3. If sick, must tell me..

4. Don't purposely food poisoning..lol

5. Must take care of himself!

6. Before sleep,must do things that we promised..

7. Must hug the pillow to sleep..^^

8. Must miss me everyday!!!

^^V

3 months..let's wait for this 3 months!

22/3/2010

Today didn't go to work..sick! ><>

In my mind..I wanna see him the most..but he said he need to work..suddenly received one sms from him and said he coming to fetch me go eat lunch..hehe~after that we went to see someone..i'm glad that both of them is ok now..really very happy for him..^^

But the sad thing is I need to go back at 6pm~TT thanks to my mum..really don't feel like going back at that time..i want to see him more...TT

6 days more..really hope he won't leave..

20/3/2010

A day that I won't forget forever..

~20/3/2010~

May our memories last forever..

AZ&AN

Farewell

I really can't believe it. Received a sms from her and said that she's going KL study today. Surprised? Ya..never knew time passed so fast. Her decision really surprised everyone. But it's her own decision. As her friend, I just can support her and let her go to do what she want. Her leaving really brings back a lot of memories.

I remember we knew each other since Form 1. Never really close. But her voice and her laughter still the loudest. ha ha! Remember when we got close was in Form 5. Always hang out together. Go her house,come my house. Talked about our dirty little secrets..he he~still remember when I bored, I'll text her.."Ker..want go yc?" OLDTOWN will always be our first choice..(because near our house) We always hold hands and go walk walk..like little kids right? But it's a habit between me and her. When tired,she'll lay her head on my shoulder.(OMG..sounds like lesbian!) Don't worry we're not..maybe we are more than friends..Best friends?? ^^

She always be the camera girl when we camwhore because she has the skill..ha ha! wonder who will replace her job after she leave.....hmm...i still remember when she has conflict with our gang. Sad moment for her because I'm just right beside her. Those time was long ago..now everyone is happy together. Well maybe because we are 18 now..

Honestly, among all the friends..I hang out with her the most..maybe because our houses are nearby each other..a lot of fun memories we had together..those memories are precious for me.. Hope she'll never forget about those memories we had..

I wish her all the best..concentrate on your study..never never forget her friends (i know she won't).. lastly, I'll miss you! Love ya!!!!! Muackz X1000!!!

KEI & KEI FOREVER

After SPM

After got my result, of course I'm happy..But the worse thing is what am I going to do with it?? Plan to study nursing..yesterday went to edu fair..NILAI is not bad..but since AMG maybe can help me straight away apply for University..hmm..confused! Now, I just need to wait till 19th March to see what DR. Razak will say..^^

When will I start studying?? He said he going PLKN soon..I know I couldn't change anything.. More problems are coming.. Sad? Of course! But we already grown up..All I can do is respect his decision..I believe problems will be settle soon.. For this period of time, calm down..is all I can do..miss ya!

AFTER SPM LIFE! HERE I COME!