You want this?

Why? Is it hard for you to be friends with me again? Why you kept ignoring me? I know I'm no longer your girlfriend..but I do want us to become friends..Or maybe you don't want to? Hmm..maybe I'm not even worth to be your life anymore..even as friend..if you really want us to become strangers again..just tell me..I won't disturb your life anymore..

I Wanna Hold You

The dark night has already come

Firelight is brighter

I focus my eyes on your figure moving away

And look back to see if you're still there

My memories are filled you hanging onto me

I guess you couldn't bear it anymore

My greed unables me from erasing you

Please don't let me

Even though we're in the past

You're still smiling at me in this faded picture

Now it's time to let you go

But it's not easy to erase you

Within my white lies

I kept my feelings hidden

And now you want me to leave, since I'm not the one...

I wanna hold you

But it doesn't matter

Slowly I regret keeping my feelings hidden

Since I'm not the one

I hold onto the person that's leaving..

Aims for new Life!

Now my life is no longer depending on you..Made my new aims for my life!! Well, I mean new aims for now..Here it is:

1. Study everyday so that I won't lose my scholarship!
2. STOP using so much MONEY!
3. NO SHOPPING for this whole month!
4. One week maximum can only use RM70!
5. Need to improve my pure math! coz i don't even know a single thing!T.T
6. DIET!!! muahahaha!
7. Find JOB after exam!
8. BBF! *only I know what this means* xP
9. Live my life with happiness!!
10. Don't daydreaming!

I hope I can achieve all these! Especially the 1st one! If not, my mum will be very burden to pay the fees! T.T Wish me luck everyone!!

~Hope we can still be friends like before~

The End

I guess there's no turning back now..No matter how hard I tried to change myself..I know you won't love me more..Although I expected this will happen..but I never know it hurt so badly that I feel like wanna take a knife and stab into my heart..Now, I know too much thing that I don't know which one you said is true and which one is not..I really hope that you loved me before..I really hope that all the thing you said is from your heart..

No matter what happen..I want you to know that I'll always be there for you..whenever you need me,I'll always here..by your side..although I know you don't need me anymore..

Thank you for all the love memories you given to me..I will bury this memories in my heart..I think this is the last time I'll say..

I LOVE YOU

One more Love

I'm confused..

Am I been living in a lie?

Why?

I don't know what to do..

I don't want to give up..

Is it worth it?

I don't know..

I can't face it..

I wonder if you still the same..

I wonder if you'd changed..

The words which hurt me the most..

is still lingers here..

Felling insecure..

What if one day she returned..

I feel scared..

One day I'll be seeing you turn your head..

and never look back..

One day I'll be seeing you holding other's people hand..

and never let go..

I really hope that One day will not appear..

One more time..

One more love..