29th May

Today went shopping with Sok Yee and Shu Min..we went to Sg Wang..after that,we went to Times Square..can't believe Shu Min shopped more than us..hahaha!! Well, bought 2 dress and a pair of shoes..but 1 of the dress got some stained on it!!! Damn unlucky!! TT and now Shu Min kept saying she's happy because she bought clothes..==" Kinda regret didn't buy the other dress~

Tomorrow is 100th day..he said wanna make it 101th day..and trough web cam..100th or 101th is not important if it's without you by my side..anyway, I didn't aspect much..so that my disappointment won't too high..LOL! Argh~very miss him..really wish he'll by my side now..

100th or 101th...I STILL LOVE YOU~

Hate this feeling

Why? Why I always have this feeling? I don't know why I suddenly will feel sad..I don't like this feeling..but this feeling is over controlling me..I don't even know why I'm sad for..Sometimes will really sad till cry..while I don't even know why I cried..hate this feeling in me..

I miss him..i know although it's just few hours..but my heart is uncontrollable now..I don't even know what is my feeling..happy? sad? I make myself don't always miss him because he gonna go to study soon..But everytime think bout him will make me cry..Really hope he'll stay in kl..it's just a hope..not a must..maybe this will make me stronger..really hate goodbye!!

I REALLY MISS YOU

26th May

~I'll miss this day~

~To be love by you is the happiest thing in my life~

2AM

It's 2am now..I don't know why I'm still awake..I'm having class tomorrow morning at 9am..but I can't sleep..Sok Yee and Shu Min are sleeping like pigs..only me who is still awake..><

I don't even know what is in my mind now..miss? homesick? nope~just suddenly very miss my niece and my sis..don't know why I miss her so much..After she got married, I met her once a week..since I live in KL now..my memories when she still unmarried suddenly popped out in my mind..I miss sleeping with her..miss when she kacau me when I'm very sleepy..miss pillow talk with her..She's the one who I grew up with..we seldom fight..we shared laughs and tears together..I miss those moments..~

Yesterday night..I got insomnia..thanks to the teh tarik~I listened to song so that I can fell asleep..but the more I listen,the more I miss my dad..I miss my dad's moustache~the way he snuggle me..the way he 'tham' me..the moments we cooked together..miss the moments we always went to pasar together..miss sing songs in the car with him..miss the way he manja me..sad that the one who I love the most in my family had gone forever..he won't come back to scold me..cold war with me..cook with me..sing with me..It's almost 3 years without him by my side..Sometimes I already get use to it..but I'll miss him in my heart everyday..especially when I saw other people hold hands with their dads..chat happily with their dads..it made me envy.. very envy..now,I didn't say or shout "爸爸!" this words..but this words will remain in my heart forever..

Appreciate the one you have now before you regret..Don't wait cause the time won't wait for you..

I MISS ANNIE

~I LOVE DADDY~

24th May

Can't believe I only had 1 hour class..wasted my time in college for almost 2 hours.. The spotlight of today story is I went to Economics class..XD because I had nothing to do..so I went to Economics class with Sok Yee..Economics class is so damn bored..the teachers gave a lot of examples..but those examples are so LAME~I kinda regretted for the 1 hour..LOL! But it's ok..learn new things.but the problem is I didn't learn anything at all~After that,went to my class..pure math is exactly same with add math in form 5! TT I miss Mr Chan~!

~The end~

XD

520~

Nothing special in college today..I love my Biology practical teacher! She looks like a student in college..but she said,"I'm not as young as you all thought." XD She's very sporting..and very easy to talk to..Maybe that is why I like her~^^

As a lot of people know..today is 520 day..means 我爱你~and coincidently,today is our 3rd month anniversary~ we didn't really celebrate..just went to Times Square to eat dinner..we actually thought of watching movie..but too bad we didn't watch because of the time problem..The stupid dumb dumb wanted to buy dvd to watch at home..is the movie we watched on 1st of April..XD which is the day we let people FFK..Can't believe we just did that for our anniversary..sorry I didn't plan anything well today..but I hope we can enjoy ourselves on 30th May..^^

HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY

520

I LOVE YOU!

PHYSICS! YOU'RE OUT!

2nd day of my class~I dropped Physics!! Haha!!

Now I know drop a subject is so easy..First,you need to go school office to take the form..after that,fill up the form..the most hard is to find Miss Hwang~as a freshman in TARC,I have no idea where is the lecturer's office..I asked the people from Admission Enquiry..And the guy replied me,"I don't know" ==" these sentences flied in my mind.."he knew it..he just don't wanna tell me!!" At last I found her room..waited for few minutes because she busily chatted with some random lecturer~this is the conversation between Miss Hwang and Miss Wong :

Wong : Good afternoon~I would like to drop subject.

Hwang : Girl..why u wanna drop??

Wong : Because I wanna pursue my degree in nursing..

Hwang : So,you wanna concentrate more on Bio Chem?

Wong : Ya~

That's all~!

Sorry to Miss Ong..eventhough you just teached me for 2 days..but thanks for teaching me..^^

The best thing is...I went home earlier because my classes had cancel!! I don't need to stay till 6pm!! ^^

GOODBYE PHYSICS!

First day of class

My first day of class..can't believe..I late for my first class..well,I attended Malaysian Studies early in the morning..Malaysian Studies=HISTORY~My Malaysian Studies lecturer called Thaya..I thought is a woman..but it turned out..a guy..I didn't know that my lecturer is blind..although the class is boring..and I almost fell asleep~*sok yee slept in the class XD* In the end of the class,I only knew that he is blind..A bit shocked but also feel that he's very 'geng'! But seriously..the way he talking can make me fell into my wonderland~

I had my rest time for one hour..ALONE! Walked around the school like an idiot..went to buy a drink..called dunno what calamansi?? LOL! No idea what is it called..after that,I went to find Sok.. chatted with her for a while..found out that her class got two girls look like 狐狸精~XD Sok said another one is a friendly 狐狸精..=="

Physics class..thank god the lecturer hall don't have hypnotised machine..XD Can't believe first class of Physics already got homework..TT Physics is still the same..When teacher teach, it seems easy.. When see the question,"What the hell is that??" Planning to drop Physics though~

In my Biology practical class..seriously..my eyes is like == The teacher is like mumbling to himself..his voice damn soft..and I don't even know what he's talking..Fine..Don't blame him..LOL

At last is my Pure Maths tutorial..Like the teacher..her name is Ng Sze Fern..she shared her 18 years old moments..and we had a little ice breaking activities..found out that my class got a lot of Sarawakians~no Liang Zhai~TT

Conclusion of my first day of school is..well..we'll see after a few more classes..XD made few friends..^^ One from Puchong..another one is from Port Dickson..

Ate rice with egg,kimchii and sardine..ate Bobo Cha Cha today!! Hehe~

He dunno 30th is what day..waste my time counting the days..100th..hmm~

Anyway,

CHEER AND SMILE!

~my friends said no point to be moody~

^^

16th May

Class will start from tomorrow~

Before this can't wait for this moment to arrive..

but now..WHY SO FAST???

Hmm..human memang macam ni..XD

Today..nothing special~just went to Jusco..

Tomorrow need to wake up early! ><

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

I WANT EAT BOBO CHACHA!!

L.O.V.E.

Love..

I think the meaning for this words is different for everyone..maybe some of them don't believe in LOVE anymore..been hurt..in pain..so they choose not to believe..

Some people believe in LOVE because they trust the special person in their heart..well,not only trust..when they met their special someone,there's some special feeling in their heart..you just wanna see them everyday..talk to them everyday..hug them everyday..you'll miss him/her although didn't meet for few hours..

"Don't LOVE because of LUST" heard this sentences before? One must not LOVE someone because you are lusting for a girlfriend/boyfriend..That's not true love..At last, you'll hurt others or hurt yourself..don't because of lust,you did the wrong thing..

Some people thinks that LOVE is a game..they thought they are good in LOVE..but they never knew they the real meaning of it..some people say love doesn't mean they have to be together.. I heard this words a lot of time..from my brother..from some asshole..and even from my boyfriend..If love doesn't have to be together..why you even wanna start a relationship? If you said that to break up with a girl/a guy, you're an asshole!

Well..for me? Don't ask silly question..I'm in love now..LOVE mean a lot to me..I did some love personality test with my roommies..It stated there that if I in love with someone..I'll don't care everything just to be with him..that's true..I'm that kind of people..because I don't want to feel regret..Although I never know what will happen tomorrow..next week..next month..or 10 more years..I just don't want to do the thing that I will regret when I grown up..Everything I can let my family to decide for me..even my future studies..but not my relationship..because that's the only thing I have it for my own..I love him..that's the only that's matter..

If you're a parents,think..why you in love with your husband? Why you want to be with him until your hair turned white? That's the reason we fell in love with our true love..you had found yours..let your own sons/daughters decide theirs..

~I LOVE YOU~

Welcome Freshmen~!

At last I had started my college life..well,not really..Still in orientation..we had our first gathering in the hall..they have this Mass Call thingy..love the mc~they're funny and damn influence in English..After that we went to a hall called DKC (Dewan Kuliah C)~listened speech bout A Level.. hmm~seems like A Level is not easy also..

2nd day of orientation... I PONTENG~XD but went to school too..to make the stupid student id card..which wasted my 4 hours..waited till my neck also long already..hate my student id card~=x

3rd day..listened to those subjects' speech..Is NOT EASY~:( Bio,Physics,Chem,Maths and GP? Anyway~i got my first period pain!! damn pain~:(

It's time to sleep~got tickle by dumb dumb~XD