Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Get Tagged~ ==

我的大名 : Wong An Gel
• 我的生日 : 03/08/1992
• 谁传给你的 : Jiayi & Joann (gonna kill u soon)
• 生日想得到什么礼物 : One-way ticket to Korea~
• 近期压力大的事 : SPM
• 想做的事 : Go Korea further study~
• 有没有喜欢的人 : Erm..got i guess~
• 同学会要回去找老师吗 : Some will~some won't
• 跟谁出去最幸福 : Friends & my sister!
• 如果你的两个好友吵架了: Sure will curse each other but at last will happy together again~
• 跟情人最想去哪 : Too many places wanna go~i wanna hold hands walk here and there!
• 圣诞节要做啥 : Have a wild night with my friends
• 最想跟谁过圣诞节 : Friends!!
• 有没有床气 : What's that???
• 有几个兄弟姐妹 : One big sister and a stupid older brother~
• 最喜欢的一首歌 : Erm..wah! Very hard to choose le..For now is JaeChun-melody and harmony
• 喜欢什么颜色 : Red,Blue,Baby colours~~Bright colours??
• 上厕所会不会后冲水 : Of course!!
• 喜欢男生还是女生 : Guy la!!!
• 最想大声说什么 : AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!
• 半夜敢不敢自己上厕所 : I'm not that coward~
• 最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么 : I don't read novels~
• 谁很欠打 : No one? Sometimes Shu Min~(dun tell her)
• 现在很迷什么 : Korean dramas and my hubbies~
• 睡相很差 :Quite..hehe~
• 现在的时间 : 07.52pm
• 是否痛恨传给你点卷的人 : OKla~
• 今天天气 : Raining wor~u say le?
• 你若中乐透最想做什么 : Dun really understand~LOL
• 大学生一定要玩的活动 : Dating!!!! MUAHAHA!!
• 失眠后会 : Count biri-biri in my dream..
• 你睡觉有流口水的情况 : Got la..(I dun believe u dun have)
• 近期开心的事 : Meet a lot of new friends~
• 你经常通宵不睡吗 : No...quite early..around 12am..
• 推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌 : Colors~melody and harmony
• 你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛? :Strangers?? NO~!!!
• 自由对于你来说有多重要?: Very very important!!!
• 你人生中最想做的事情是什么 : Find my soulmate~
• 你最想为所爱的人做什么?: Hmm~everything??
附加问题:
你打算几时结婚啊?- After 24 but before 29~
附加问题:
你觉得生活有喜感么 -Dunno le..
附加问题:
相不相信tarot - A bit~
睡觉前第一件事:Listen songs..
起床后第一件事:Check my handphone
你的偶像: TVXQ,SUPER JUNIOR and 2PM
你喜欢的季节: Winter~
打工次数: 1 (no salary de)
你想去的地方 : KOREA~!!!!!
你讨厌什么样的个性:People who thought that they are very handsome or pretty!
你会抽烟吗:No~
你会喝酒吗:Yes~
你常哭吗:Quite~
你常笑吗:EVERYDAY~
都睡到几点:上课天:6.00am,假日: 10am-12pm
人你会选:Choose what??
机会和命运你会选择:Depends lo~
你很自恋吗:haha~quite lo..
你有穿耳洞么: got~
这问卷多不多: A lot~~
喜欢吃冰吗: YES!
现在幸福吗: HAPPY!!
最在乎那几个朋友: Erm..all my friends lo~
房间里最重要的东西是什么:Bed..my stinky pillow and my lovely blanket~
男人精神出轨要不要原谅他:出轨 what's this??
你认为人生的意义是什么:Be happy and know your own life~
如果没有朋友你会怎么做:Die~
如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么:I want to further study to Korea
我为什么做这个答题:Dunno...
喜欢吃的水果 :Everything except watermelon~
最害怕别人问你什么:Erm...Who is the person you like?
你喜欢雪么:LIKE!
如果有下辈子要做什么:Human..
还希望被点:no...
舒克和贝塔喜欢哪个?:?????????
你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么?:Wait for those always late punya people~
不想看书的时候怎么办:Listen songs~
自己眼中的理想收入是多少(实际一点)?: erm..RM3000 enough dy la~
附加題:
形容下現在的情人/喜歡的人(缺點優點都必填):Erm........
你的昵称是:Gel Gel~
你对我的印象是 :Who are u??
你了解我:Who are u 1st??
我了解你:Who the hell are u???
这个问卷会让人更了解你:I think so..
1 。被点到必填,不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目。
4 。写完请点 几 位小朋友,不可以不点。
5 。完后请通知那 几 位朋友他被点到了。
填一填吧
-Bao Shian
-Suyi
-Those who are blogging~

This is not what I expected to be in my blog...==
Thanks to Joann and Jiayi~

As I looked faraway



My eyes looked up to the sky,
closed my eyes to hear the sound of my heart,
Silent and empty,
this is the way it should be.

As I looked faraway,
a twinkling star glowed in the dark,
It's not bright nor big,
but it is the only one that I can see.

We grew like this,
from day by day to year by year,
We wished, we hoped,
Like a fool who waiting for gold to drop.

Like a dream,
that only appeared when we sleep,
Give us a hope,
which lead us doing nothing at all.

By Angel..
Angel's property..please do not copy paste

Autumn Prayer



Don’t let me weep

In this forlorn land.


Don’t let me hate the betrayer,

Toothing the bitter gall.


Let me live with a lonely soul

Like clear water

Like the skies soaring higher each day.


Let me love truly,

Blind like

The hot burning maple leaves

In the distant hill.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The Fact of Being Alive



Someone buried me
while I was asleep,
burying me alive and breathing
Buried me in the earth,
tying my hands and feet tightly.
Heaven doesn’t even know my name.
Nobody knows that I'm still alive.
Yet I can’t die without any misgivings.

I cannot move
though I am utterly conscious;
I see not a single ray of light.
Imperceptible time flows.
Unmovable souls weep
as in slumber,
wandering from this world to the other.
Myriad souls buried alive,
the grieved souls writhe in agony.
(Being alive, breathing, and
watching the cobalt skies…)

Flower Speaks with Scent


The flower didnt open its mouth.

Feeling and loving each other,

What more words would they have needed?

We were watching each other face to face.

Wet with the dear fragrance that rose

Over the desk brushed by the season,

Have you been all right?

Why are you so silent?

Though I wanted to ask a question,

I too didnt say a word.

I had no need to say anything.

For the flower speaks with fragrance.

Monday, September 28, 2009

In a Café of Rain



As I go past the brick wall

And enter through a heavy wooden door,

I smell a sudden burst of herb fragrance.

Basil, rosemary, lavender, peppermint.

Looking around, I notice herbs lighting the yard.

The fresh grapes climbing up the roof edges,

And the rain flowing like guitar strings

Hoist rain curtains.

The rain makes my ears crisp,

The rain tickles my nose.

Such is the herb fragrance on a rainy day

The rain that pampers the mouth

The rain that tickles the fingertip

Twanging one by one the guitar strings that flow

Along the edges of the roof

I play Romance.

My ears gradually become crisp.

CHOCOLATE




In your eyes there is a place for me
and when you look at me
I'm one happy person
I love you
I'm so happy
I'm proud

The person who I will pray for
The person who I love with my heart
The person who I will protect within my power
You are the only one,you are my only pride

My overflown heart
Sings this love song for you

Sweeter than chocolate
I'll tell you,that's what your love is
You're precious to me
You're my angel,you're my everything
Stronger than the scent of coffee
I want to show you my love
You'll be forever than one for me
From now I want to tell everybody about us

You are like a midsummer breeze
The ON button from my television remote
I'm only hurt when you're not near
because you are the only one for me
Your profound love is just as the comforting touch of grandme
and leaving behind my origins
The person I can wake up next to after sleeping late into the morning
There is only one for me, I want to tell people about our love
You're my only happiness,my pride

Walking side by side
Holding your hand
I'm a lucky person
I love you
I'm so happy
I'm proud

Truly loving you
This love is truly sweet
Since you bring happiness to me
You're my eternal joy
my future,my everything
Day by day I will tell you
I love you more than the day before
Forever by your side
Your are the only one for me, you're my jewel

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Blue Tomorrow




When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing you
When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph


Around me,loneliness is spreading
Vision is being blurred by tears
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side

When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle
Your shadow is drifting further and further away.


Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes


Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
That place where we once embraced
Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together


I still reminisce the past when we were in love
I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
I’ll be loving you till eternity


Shelter



Like the wind avoids the rain, I am watching you from my shelter
Even though my love for you overflows
Can I love you? Can I hold you?
Im about to drown in my worries. I cant forgive myself for hesitating.
I want to know why, I want to know why

When we met my girl, I knew it would be like this
Do you feel me? The only one Ive been looking for
I cant breathe my word. My words turn into tears
Do you feel me? The sound of the rain that hits my heart
I always want to keep you smiling. Im sorry that I made you sad [T/N hang your head]
But please keep waiting
Dont give up your love, stay by my side
I need your love, I need your love

If I reach out my hand, my girl, Ill believe that youll be able to understand
Do you feel me? Even if there are wounds left
The place you are is my world. If you open the doors again
Do you feel me? I want to feel your sound


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Waiting For You



Looking at your photo with your head down,

Without me knowing my tears drop,

Rolling down my cheeks, staining my heart,

Leaving you in a state of helplessness,

Like a fool, I pitied myself,

Not being able to help you,

The tears form and my heart just hurts,

You made me like this.

Without any worries,

The image of you smiling, I miss it,

That smile was happiness to me,

I want to turn back time,

Back then, I should’ve done better,

I don’t regret anything,

If you return right now to out arms,

We’ll give you more love,

Please come back.

I love you, I love you more than anyone,

We’ll give you more love,

Remember, remember that we’ll always be beside you

At first, I hate that you left us,

And then I thought of how you might come back,

Only you, you’re our angel,

Do you know our yearning hearts?

The four years you’ve smiled and cried, don’t give up in four days,

We’ll protect your dreams,

To achieve it, we’ll help you,

I love you, I love you more than anyone,

We’ll give you more love,

Remember, remember that we’ll always be beside you.

I begin to hate myself for not protecting you,

I despise myself and I’m sorry,

Return to us, please, Return to us, please,

Let’s walk together because we’re together,

I love you, I love you more than anyone,

We’ll give you more love,

Remember, remember that we’ll always be beside you.

2PM without you, time has stopped,

The time is still 1:59,

I’m losing my freaking mind,

I’m hurting this much right now,

How are you doing? You’re supposed to be here right now.

You’re in States right now. Park Jaebum, after four years..

Leadja, it’s only you, nobody but you, so come back to us.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Love Song - 연가(戀歌)


Love Song


If we become winds and then meet again,
If we cover our eyes and face with the thick
mist;
If we cover even the blood that drives daggers
into the heart.
If we meet as winds
that laugh for awhile in the empty skies
before they go back.

If we meet again as dry sunrays
over the shiny wood grain
in a corner of the yard scattered with millet
stalk
or on the veranda.

Everything has left,
and the first snow falls over the morning.
If we meet again
with the purity of birds spreading their wings
for flight.

If we meet as the painful night rain
of the arthritis that aches all over.
Hard and long seasons.
O if we meet again each day as something real.

연가(戀歌)


우리가 만일 바람이 되어 다시 만난다면
깊은 안개에
눈 가리고
낯 가리고
심장에 칼 꽃는 피도 가리고
허공에서 잠시 웃다가 돌아가는
바람이 되어 만난다면

수수깡 널려 있는 뜰안 한 귀퉁이
혹은 대청마루
반들거리는 나무결 위에
습기 없는 햇살로
다시 만난다면

모두가 떠나가고
첫눈 내리는 아침
비상(飛翔)하기 위하여
날개를 펴는
새의 순수로 만난다면

질기고 긴 세월
구석구석 저리는 관절염의
아픈 밤비로 만난다면
오,
우리가 매일 무엇으로 다시 만난다면

Poems of Kye-Soon, Kang/ trans. by Ko Chang Soo

Friday, September 11, 2009

Melody & Harmony

Right now, somewhere, someone
is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let’s nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love

For someone’s sake
we are here
Although we can only achieve small things
Even just for 1 second
We still want to stop all the tears in this world
And turn them all into smile,

Keep loving, and keep walking,
We’ve been believing that we will be able to convey these overflowing feelings
Even before we were born, we knew that we would meet
And that we would be searching for our dreams together

The moment when we are able to compose the sparkling sound
We will be able to forget all the sorrow
Melody and harmony
You are always by our side
Giving us courage and hope

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me
You’ve taught me how to support each other, to watch over each other
And that I’m not lonely

The love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

My music is my life
For you, for you, smile
Because our hearts will link together
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever
Starting from here

Keep loving, and keep walking
We have been believing that we will be able to
convey these overflowing feelings

Thanks to you
Thank you forever
These glittering feelings are your gifts to me

the love that was piled up
is riding on the melody
I want to convey it to you
Forever and ever

Right now, somewhere, someone is in pain, all alone
Passing through a sleepless night
Until the light shines on your heart
Let’s nestle close together, so that we could sleep
Like a melody and harmony in love