Almost

I almost lose you..

I almost can't have you by my side..

I almost can't hold you..

I almost can't hug you..

I almost can't have you in my life..

I know I can't be the best for you..

I know I'm not the one..

I know I can't be the one..

But I really hope one day I can be the one..

until the day..

you must tell me because this really mean a lot to me..

Although words are hurt..

I can bear the pain..

because I wouldn't wanna lose you..

I don't have the strength to let go..

all the memories you had with me..

maybe it's not the best for you..

but it really means a lot for me..

I try my best for you..

You need to try my best for me too..

I don't know what else I can ask from you..

because you are too good to me too..

I will never let go..

until the day if you want me to..